This morning at work was hectic. I was on the phone with a publisher about some stupid issue when i turned around to find justin standing there. i was so out of it that i didn’t even realize it was him at first. Then when i got off the phone he asked me to close my eyes….so i did….and i opened them to find purple daisies!!!! how awesome is that hehe. it truly made my day….week even. Thanks justin!!! I love you!


Today was the usual crazy day at work. i was glad to finally get home. my back was killing me and my legs too. i got some news tonight. it made me sad but i kept busy enough to where it hasn’t bothered me but what else is new. i have realized some things tonight too. i have the bestest friend…and i’ve taken her for granted lately…. actually for awhile now. she is my friend mandy (mandino) from home (brevard). i’ve had a lot of things going on lately and last night i decided to borrow her shoulder through an email. how could i have forgotten how helpful mandino’s advice is! she always has a way of making me look at situations from a different side. she is going through a lot of struggles herself and it is so awesome to hear her positive attitude and outlook on things. i miss her….A LOT!!! and i wish there was a star big enough that i could wish on tonight to beam me back to those days in high school when we would sit on her deck by the pool and just look up at the sky and talk….dream even. i know i’m not that far from her but it’s far enough that i can’t just drive 3 minutes down the road. i hope that God truly blesses her and buck. they are awesome people! ok….enough of that….i need to save some time to type my own personal entry. later!

what a day

today was interesting….after a restless night of sleep, i woke up and got ready for church. sunday school was the best it’s been in awhile. lunsford was there so that made it fun and i loved the lesson. sometimes i just feel like i’m just sitting there not getting anything out of the lesson. my favorite line out of the lesson was, “only when you are able to extend grace to others will you recognize the magnitude of God’s grace to you.” it really made me think. then, after church we said good bye to erin and ended up chasing her down 150 with the things she had forgotten. then it was time to fly down the road to nikki’s bridal shower….i’ve never seen so much lingerie in one spot! especially a church! lol….anyway, then it was time for church again. boy was that interesting…..i wont say anything about that….for it could come back to bite me. there are a lot of things i have come to find that i will never understand. well….time to begin yet another exhausting week.